I would arrive at church early, eagerly waiting to have him me, when much to my repeated surprise he wouldn't show.
Perhaps you are at one of these right now and are missionary dating with giving him up -- with giving the relationship to God.
It involves a believer becoming romantically involved with a nonbeliever, with conversion of the nonbeliever being a priority goal for the believer.
on top of that, you’re using the same tactics as the moonies and reverend jim jones (look up “jonestown m-ssacre”). content that she’d won bob over to christ, sara publicly dumped him at the local coffee shop.
bob had trouble trusting women or the church for years after that and sara’s dating prospects dried up once word got out about what she was doing.
Peruse a sampling of them, and you'll find that the majority of sites addressing the topic are Christian sites discussing why missionary dating is a bad idea... Interestingly enough, I have yet to come across a page or site that has anything to say about the impact of missionary dating on its non-Christian victims.
There's plenty out there about the damage missionary dating can do to Christians who do it (it can cause backsliding, violation of one's own convictions, doubts, stress, and so on), but nothing on what it's like for someone on the receiving end.
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